My sister called and told me abougt my mom's MRI and it's not good. They did the MRI to see if mom had a mini storke that caused her to fall the other day. I know that the MRI'S are pretty good abougt alot of things showing up in them and the worst thing that came to my mind is that it will show if mom's cancer has spread. Mom has been haveing trouble seeing and that her writeing has gotten bad. The MRI Showed that the Cancer has spread to her Brain. If she only she would have left them do that little bit of Cemo like they wanted it would have slowed it down some. Now the worst part is abougt to come and I pray to God if she's going to leave us let her go quick cause I don't want to see her suffer. I know that she s got to be in pain and she will never tell you that she was in pain.  Damn I need someone to talk to butt there is'nt anyone.

 My sister was talking abougt moveing mom's room out where the dinning room is cause mom s room is small and that we're going to need all the room we can get. There's no way u can get a gurnnie threw mom's room and the door way. I don't know what all she's going to need now and what they are going send for her care.

We're post to get some bad weather on New Year's Eve snow freezing rain and more snow the snow will go on for 5 day s. Thu. I got to get my butt up and out of here Thu. morning and go get things done before it start s.    That mean's that I'm going to be rushing around getting things done. Paying bill s I'll put the money on my card and pay them over the phone. and hit the store and get home and stay there. I'm not sure when mom is comeing home the way my sister talked it will be after New Years.

 I'm going to get off here and go out side and do some more crying.

  Take Care everyone     HAPPY NEW YEAR

                                                 HUGS

                                                     Mickie

Sorry this is going to be a short blog just wanted to let you know that my mom is doing realy great with her treatment's. This is her last week of this and they will give her a brake and she will hav't to have raidation on the inside once a week. She'll go for a Kat scan and then we'll know when she start's the other treatment. I'm so behind on my work don't think I'll ever get it done.

 I went to the Doctor last month for my check up and he said my blood presser was up some and my blood sugar was up also. he said that it was even up when I went  to him when I hurt my leg. He said if my blood sugar is'nt where it's post to be  when I come back in Jan. he will put me on something. I been useing Liz's machine to keep a check on it. It seems like it's high when I don't eat any thing and when I eat something it's low.

It's been cold here and some rain no snow yet like some place's getting snow already.

My Nephew will be leaveing Dec.14th  for the Marines he was post to leave the 27th of Dec. Going to miss him.

 My mom will be starting her treatment's Tue. and it's abougt time they get started. I did'nt think that they was ever going to call to tell us when they was going to start on the treatments. They did say that mom better take a few rounds of Cemo also. And she can stop the Cemo any time she want's to. Mom just don't want to lose her hair. I told her that she could go with me to go get my hair done and to watch them shave my head if it would make her feel better and she said that I was'nt going to do no such thing. I told her I would do it so she would'nt be the only one hair less. It'll be my luck that my hair would'nt grow back. Some people will do that when they have a loved one that has cancer and they would shave they're hair off. I have read abougt people that have done it.

There's something that I want to do but hav't to put it on hold for the time being till mom get's her treatments done. I'm going to check out this CrossRoad's Minastrie not sure if I spelled it or not any ways if it sounds alright I'm thinking abougt joining. Things are going ok with The tube feeding I had a couple of mess's but it's caused I had'nt had the serange in the tube good enuff. It's kind au hard to pinch the tube and put the serange in an hold on to the tube and still pinch and pour the stuff in.  Fri. and Sun I have mom frm 7am to 6pm

So Far Desi is doing pretty good at school hav'nt had any calls frm the school witch is good cause I sure's hate to go out there when I'm in the middle of doing something with mom.

 Hate to cut this short but it's time for mom's feeding.  Have a great Wed.

                              Mickie